:)

i'm definitely happy now. it didn't take me long to realize what i was pursuing in M was unhealthy and what i really want/need was right in front of me. it took a while [lets say....almost 4 years] for me to actually have the courage to say what i felt, but it paid off.

i love being with him but it feels kind of weird to show any type of affection to someone who i thought i had a platonic friendship with.